Building our new little family...Here is how it's working out...The girls act as if they fell from Heaven, landed on a pillow, saw each other, clutched, embraced, then screamed, "I've been looking for you!!"...

The boys...not so much. More like, "Why do you continue to invade my space?" I'm the Alpha Male, No, I'm the Alpha Male...

E has "Daddy issues". He is scaring me. He looks at my new boyfriend with such distain. Then he looks at me. His eyes speak to me. They say, "Mommy, why did you bring this into our lives?"...

E, I promise, it's a good thing... I know you love them...let yourself love them, E...

I will do anything for M and E.

We have a therapist.

If this relationship causes Ethan pain - I have to bail...my sweet child comes first...